I was staring at the ceiling with my eyes wide open, I was not dreaming about her, not about our past experiences, not about our so-called future, not about my so-called worries, not about um….um…um.         I think it’s time I realised that I have grown old, from young boy running in meadows to the one thinking about how to tackle people and act in circumstances, how to ignore some and how to chase others, how to be more attentive, but still heart is somewhat childish, I still feel that I am naive cause though time has accelerated but I just could not behold it, probably I was just a traveller who wished that somehow destiny would bestow me what is there for me, but um.        I am not being pessimistic here but life has ways to make you realise things,You only realise you are getting lost when you are surrounded, you only feel a tinge of sadness when you are too happy or you have trust issues when another person trust you fully, in the similar fashion you fathom most about love and try to explore it deeper and deeper although it’s on the surface.         So ya time flies life keeps on moving, you have to keep on looking forward, cause it is surrounded by mist but focus is something which is must which will help you to go through, just keep sticking around, after all hope never dies and destiny will um , just keep believing till um